Im trying to figure out what to say. Several times i have started this post and then deleted it. How can you express the pain you feel when your father dies? My heart is broken. There will forever be a piece missing now. Even as it heals. My mind can still not comprehend this. I want to wake up from this nightmare. I want to call my daddy on the phone and hear his voice. That deep timber of it as he says, I love you, Michelle He was the only one called me by middle name. And i want to feel him hug me one more time. I wish i had called him more often and told him how much i really loved him and appreciated everything he did for me. And i wish i had taken my kids to see him more often. There just never seemed to be time. And, at the same time you feel you have all the time in the world. You know? Dont take your family for granted. Hold them and kiss them. Tell them theyre loved. Show them. My father - my daddy was a good man. The best man i know. He loved us. Would do anything for us. For anyone. He loved uk basketball with a passion i was sometimes jealous of. Lol. And politics. If he could have, he would have been a lawyer. He loved to debate over anything. He also loved farming. And someday wanted to go to Montana. He always thought it was beautiful but never got to go. My daddys in heaven now. Maybe God will let him visit there sometimes. When its warmer. Please pray for my family
Posted on: Wed, 05 Nov 2014 23:22:17 +0000
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