In a couple of hours the painting will begin; I will be painting an accent wall in my living room. Im getting ready for a big & better new year while everyone else is shopping for gifts. Change is good for the soul; change that appears subtle to some but major to the inner spirit. 2014 I drowned myself in doubt, was depressed through the whole year. That might come to a surprise to those that know me; I lost business deals, walked away from major business opportunities because I felt I wasnt good enough, my brand was weak so I hide behind a compute feeling sorry for myself. I am a work in progress but the work I have put into myself through therapy matters but I no longer want a healthy spirit within suffer because my external ego wants me to believe otherwise. After 2 years of therapy its time to believe in myself. Last night I got on my knees; something I dont do often. I pray regularly but this was unusual I felt the need to be silent on my knees for I laid my head to sleep. It was hard at first but I committed to the process. Today, I would up with energy and happiness I havent felt in a while. I would not say its magic but I do believe prayer changes things. When you pray with conviction things manifest quickly. Oddly it all happened when I decided within to change the negativity I created within. My first step was painting something I decided to do weeks ago. Its ironic the day before without realizing it got on my knees and prayed for a better tomorrow. For weeks I researched colors and decided on Cherries Jubliee for my living room. Find out why I picked red: empower-yourself-with-color-psychology/color-red.html
Posted on: Sat, 13 Dec 2014 19:10:46 +0000
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