In a couple of minutes the painting will begin. I will be painting an accent wall in my living room. While everyone else is shopping for gifts Im getting ready for a big & better new year. Change is good for the soul; a change that may appear subtle to some but it’s a major change to my inner spirit. 2014 I drowned myself in doubt, was depressed most of the year, which might come to a surprise to those to most but it’s true; I lost business deals, walked away from major business opportunities because I felt I wasnt good enough. My brand was weak so I hide behind a computer feeling sorry for myself. We’re all a work in progress but it’s the work I put into myself through therapy that matters the most which is why I no longer want to feed an unhealthy spirit; an external ego that wants me to believe otherwise. After 2 years of therapy its time to believe in myself. Last night I got on my knees; something I rarely do; I pray regularly but I felt the need to be silent and connect with the universe. I got on my knees for I laid my head to sleep and it was hard at first but I committed to the process. Today, I woke up with energy and happiness I havent felt in a while. It’s not magic or fake but what I can say is prayer changes things. When you pray with conviction things manifest quickly and I mean quickly. Oddly, my need to prayer on my knees happened the day I decided to change the negativity when. It’s a negativity I created within. My first steps toward a healthier spirt is by painting; something I decided to do weeks ago. Its ironic the night before I had the urge to got on my knees and pray for a better tomorrow. For weeks I researched colors and decided on Cherries Jubliee for my living room. Find out why I picked red: empower-yourself-with-color-psychology/color-red.html
Posted on: Sat, 13 Dec 2014 20:12:55 +0000
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