In a time and space not long ago, I lived a slave to other peoples opinion all because somewhere along the way I accepted the belief that I wasnt good enough, and neither was anything I thought I may have had to offer. I was a neurotic mess and it made me an absolute nervous wreck to say the least. I was so obsessed with how others judged my appearance and performance that it caused me to constantly shrink back or become altogether paralyzed out of fear of judgement... And it just made my interaction with people feel totally awkward. BUT thanks be unto GOD, Im so glad that my f...forget what the people say muscle seems to be getting stronger by the day. As I get older, my fear of judgement has been replaced by the thought of leaving this world with my music still inside me, as Wayne Dyer would say. Now THAT would be my definition of hell. So I now embrace the truth that I AM derived from Spirit which is perfect, and I arrived here on the planet earth in a perfectly imperfect body to deliver the perfect gift of myself in service to mankind. With that in mind, I am practicing spending less time judging that gift, rather loving, nurturing, embracing, and giving thanks for it in effort to better serve YOU. I may not always look the part or perform to human expectations, but I AM determined to die trying my best to deliver the gift of God that is me. I AM refocusing my energy on not just looking good or acting good, but on actually BEing good from the inside out. Praise is welcomed, but it is no longer necessary as I AM on a mission that is quite personal. Singing, Stick around and one day, one day youll meet the woman Im gonna be... #BEcoming ;) LOVE!
Posted on: Thu, 21 Nov 2013 17:58:17 +0000
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