Insert 27(Lunch) Sam woke me up around 17:00. My eyes were so heavy i couldnt even open them but i eventually did. Sam: Baby Me: Mmmhhmm Sam: Ndicela utye please Me: Im not hungey Sam: Do it for our baby? I have a life growing inside me. I must stop being selfish....i thought to myself. Me: *sits up* Okay He gave me my food and i ate up though i wasnt in the mood to eat. Sam: Your mom has been calling you several times Me: Did you pick up? Sam: Nop Me: Okay Sam: I think shes worried about you. Please call her Me: Wheres my phone? Sam handed me my phone and i called my mom. She picked up immediately. Mom: Pumpkin thanks for calling me back Me: Its no problem mom Mom: Baby the things your dad said earlier please dont mind them. Hes angry Me: Mom you dont have to cover up for him Mom: Im sorry baby, i wouldnt have given him the phone if i knew he was gonna say all those things Me: Mom this isnt your fault Mom: I feel like im the one to blame Me: Youre not, dad will never understand us. He never took time to raise us, his job always cane first. Wena you did a great job raising us Mom: *crying*Oh mntanam Me: Mom please dont cry Mom: Ive gotta go baby Me: Please dont stress yourself about me, ndzoba right Mom: Please be strong for my grandchild Me: Will do, byeee Mom: Byeee baby We hung up. I placed my head on Sams shoulder and he wrapped his arms around my waist. Me: *sighs* I cant believe my mom is blaming herself for the things my dad said Sam: Shes worried about you thats all Me: I guess so Sam: *kisses my forehead* I love you Me: Thanda nam There was an awkward moment of silence between us until Sam broke it. Sam: Baby Me: Hey Sam: I cant leave you like this tomorrow Me: Ah baby please go, ill be fine Sam: Are you sure nizoba right Me: *smiles* Ewe Sam: Ill call you every chance i get neh Me: Hau its not like youre leaving us forever Sam: It will feel like forever, ill miss you Me: Ill miss you too Sam: Take care of yourself and my child Me: Yes Sir Sam: Im serious, ill ask Akhona and Esona to keep an eye on you Me: Im not sick yhini bo Sam: Uliqanda lam kaloku Me: *laughs* Hamba qanda He kissed me and i responded back. Sam: *smiles* I love you Me: Yhuuu hayi ndizophela kunini usithi uyandithanda Sam: Thats because i love you manyan Me: Mxm uligeza kanene Sam: I learnt from the best Me: *hits him playfully* Ampaa We chatted about random staff. I guess he wanted me to forget about the things my dad said and for a minute i did put them aside. Sam: Nana ill leave ekseni ngomso Me: Yhooooo Sam: Yes baby Me: Lala apha ke Sam: *laughs* Yhuuuu uyamtakisa umntu Me: *laughs* Ill miss you kaloku Sam: Okay, late soyothatha into zam ke Me: Uzoyozthatha ngokwakho ndiyonqena uhamba Sam: Ndzokubeleka Me: Im too old for that hawu Sam: I tried Me: Just not your best Sam: Haska Me: Im craving for biscuits Sam: *singing* Hallelujah Me: *laughs* Voetsek Sam: Ndizokthengela late Me: I want them now Sam: Ndifuna uhamba nawe ke Me: Andikahlambi Sam: Hambo hlamba kaloku Me: Okaaaaaay I stood up, took my toiletries then went to the bathroom to take a shower. -Sihle
Posted on: Fri, 04 Jul 2014 11:12:48 +0000