•••Insert #43••• Ok I knew Banzi was keeping something from me kodwa le wayendixelela yona ndandingazange ndayicingela nakancinci. Okay maybe I would understand if he said umamakhe akangomama wakhe but not ba his parents are not his biological parents. Remember I told u uBanzi was an exact copy of his father so how was it possible ba athi akangotata wakhe? Hay inoba wayephazama kaloku or ndim ndive kakubi :/ ndaphinda ndasabela just to make sure I heard him right Me:Uthin Lubanzi? Banzi:Abazali bam abangobazali bam ngesiXhosa Me:What do u mean? Utatakho? Banzi reached out for his sport bag and took out his wallet, took out an old photo and gave it to me. It was an old family photo with Mr Peters and some other woman when Banzi was just a lil baby. At the back it was written Usiphile Prince @ 3 months. The woman on the photo wasnt the current mother he had so I reckoned maybe his mom died and his dad re married. But I still had questions to why would he say my parents arent my biological parents. Me:But this is Mr Peters Banzi:Yes Mr Peters 2 Me:Meaning? Banzi:Thats my dad Me:Ofcoz it is I know your dad but why would... Banzi:Let me finish Liso... Thats my dad, my biological dad and my mom Me:M confused Banzi:My dad that u know now is my uncle, him and my dad were biological twins thats why I look like him coz I look like my biological dad who looked exactly like my unce whom I call dad now Me:What? Are u serious (looking at the photo) Banzi:If u look carefully youll notice that my dad had a black spot just at the corner of his eyebrow which my uncle doesnt have Me:OMG! Banzi:So yes I dont know my parents Me:Baphi kanti? Banzi:I grew up knowing my uncle and his wife as my parents and then when I was in grade 8 they sat me down and told me that they werent my biological parents and that my parents died when I was 9 months old. Me:Uhhm.. I.. M sorry bbe Banzi:Its okay Me:How did they die? Banzi:We were coming from a trip in Durban when apparently some taxi overtook at a blind spot and crashed with my dads car and they died instantly but I got out with only the scratch that u see in my forehead now Me:I thought u said u got that scar at a rugby match Banzi:I lied bbe I wasnt ready to tell u Me:So u never knew them? Banzi:Nope... Well not that it affects me but sometimes I just wish I at least knew the kinda ppl they were u know. I mean my parents are awesome, not once have they ever made me feel like m not theirs instead after they told me they started treating me differently Me:How? Banzi:Its more like they felt guilty or felt sorry for me coz they stopped shouting me, its like they were being too careful that I dont feel like m not theirs but for me the more they treated me with pity the more I felt like I wasnt theirs u know coz I was used to being scolded, shouted at, grounded but after the news they stopped Me:Wow.. Banzi:But when I was in grade 9 I sat them down and told them they should treat me the same way they used to and that they shouldnt feel sorry for me coz ayincedisan nam lonto then ever since then everything got back to normal so much that sometimes I even forget they not biologically mine Me:(smile)U know sometimes family doesnt have to be blood Banzi:Yeah! I remember when my sister was born I used to hate her phofu it was more of jealousy than hate coz I thought my parents were not gonna give me enough attention but funny enough zange kutshintshe nto at all and I grew fond of her Me:Ncoooo sweet Banzi:And the way I love her yhooo I would die for lamntana without even thinking twice Me:U know u have a good heart nhe Banzi:Not always.. So what m tryna say here is at least wena u knew your mom even if it was just for a lil time and u still have a chance to find your dad Me:Ndizoqala ngaphi ukhangelana nalendoda? Who knows mhlambe wafa kdala or watshata with a family. Who knows maybe he wont even want anything to do with me Banzi:U wont know till u find out Me:Yhea nhe? I guess Banzi took his hand and wrapped it around me wandi hugger and we sat there quietly. We ddnt even realise that it was getting late until the security guard wasikhwaza kuba wayefuna utsixa. He took his bag sahamba saya emotwen then he took me home. Me:So u going to the party Banzi:Most probably I cant stand the guys up again Me:Okay then Banzi:Awufun hamba nam? Me:Hay bbe u need to chill with your boys and ke I dont wanna feel left out Banzi:Cmon Me:Next time bbe I promise Banzi:Ok then Deep down I wanted to go but ndandizonxiba nton apho kulo party mna? Remember all his friends and teammates were gonna be there and I can imagine all the girls who were gonna be there were gonna look smoking hot. Hay I wasnt gonna embarass myself in front of ppl. We got to the house ndaphuma and Banzi also got out. Me:Take care ke bby nhe? Drive safe and party safe Banzi:I will bbe Me:Ungakhe ulinge uwinwe ke pha Banzi:(laughs)Wazi ni ke wena ngowinwa? Me:(laughed)I hear stories hey Banzi:Dont worry soze yenzeke lonto Me:Pinky Promise? Banzi:I promise minxi wam Me:Okay ke hamba ngabi late Banzi:Ok I know andikahlambi but lonto ayitheth ba u shouldnt hug me Me:(laughed)Andiba hug abantu abanukayo Banzi:(laughs)Isgezo asinqabanga apha kuwe Me:Oh yini umntu wam (I got close and hugged him) We hugged longer than usual Banzi:Caba ndinuka kamandi awufun nosuka Me:Sssshhhh More than anything I was listening to his heart beat and I always loved it when he held me. When I pulled away he leaned and kissed me. I could taste the saltiness on his lips but it was still the best kiss ever. His phone rang and it was his friends asking where he was. Banzi:Minxi I have to go ngok zondbulala ezway Me:Ok bbe Banzi:Ill call u before I sleep ke Me:Okay He baby kissed me and got in the car and I got inside then he left... •••LisoLeNkosiLubanzi•••
Posted on: Thu, 04 Sep 2014 17:35:52 +0000
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