Its still very difficult to wrap my mind around what has happened to my body over the last 18 months. I am not 300 lbs anymore. However, I am still far from the idea I have for myself. I want to revel in my victories thus far. However, I am met with the self-imposed negativity over being 202 lbs at 5 feet tall which all rolls into me shaming myself asking why the hell I was 300 lbs in the first place. I realized it was a symptom of depression, anxiety, environment, genetics, unaddressed trauma, and isolation. I knew this part would come when I had to address the root of my issues. I cannot ignore it either. Its healthier for me not to. Most importantly I think it is probably the biggest barrier between me and becoming the woman I am fated to be.
Posted on: Sun, 21 Dec 2014 22:26:49 +0000
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