Ive been contemplating on whether or not to post something very personal for the last couple of days. And today I read a post by a very dear friend who inspired me to be real. And share. For the past 4 years Ive been taking Cymbalta. At the time I began my life seemed out of control. I couldnt stand myself. Or my husband, and sadly enough even my kids. Ive dealt with depression my whole life and I knew I needed something. So. I asked for help. I sincerely believe that it was the best decision at the time. However over the past couple of years Ive battled with the idea of this necessity in my life. I tried to wean myself off multiple times because I didnt want too take pharmaceuticals of any kind. And every time I became a monster. And every time, I went back to the medicine cabinet and swallowed the pill. Reluctantly. Because I knew it was against my own will. Which may not make sense to anyone, but thats the only way to describe it. Anywho, getting to the point. Ive decided to stop taking it. I believe in alternative medicines, and healings. I believe in prayer. And I believe in myself, my husband and my precious babies. I am not naive. I know its going to be difficult. But Im in a place in my life where I can finally come to this decision. Its been almost 2 1/2 weeks. I can tell a difference, good and bad but its nothing I cant handle. #godisgood #essentialoils #bestfriendwhounderstands #amazinghusband #amazingkids #icandothis
Posted on: Thu, 13 Nov 2014 22:53:22 +0000
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