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Ive been doing alot of thinking these past few weeks since my granddad passed. Thinking bout a little of everything. One thing that I just cant get outta my head is what the preacher preached on during the funeral. Couldnt tell you how many sermons Ive heard but this one has stuck to me like glue. When he was done speaking it felt as if i was the only left n the room. Almost as if he was speaking to me directly. Until that day it had been a struggle w what I want outta this life. Used to just studder and say IDK then blame it on my past. Hard to believe that it was in my face the whole time. Im tired of living my life this way...reckless, indecisive, careless, angry and full of regret. Thats not living, its dodging life and everything that comes w it. I have always said how much I hate change, and that things r just the way they are. Its been hard for me to accept the fact that change is inevitable. Without it I would just end up miserable. All I want out of this short life is to be happy, make a little money, and grow old w my wife. I hate that its taken me so long to realize all this. I know its not going to b easy but when I think about what my grandparents had it seems well worth it. Ive got nothing to lose but everything to gain, so here goes nothing......
Posted on: Sat, 29 Nov 2014 05:13:12 +0000

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