Ive never wished I could talk to someone that physically isnt able to be around so much in my life before!!!! So many questions I still have and new ones come about every day!!! Anything I was troubled about or any worries I had and just like magic you knew what to say or do I feel that if you were here this life would seriously be so much better!!!!!! Ive never felt a love like this for anybody in my life before ma besides you and my siblings I can honestly really say I dont even love dad this much..... I so badly with every inch breath bone and single fiber and cell in my body want this to last forever!!! Its in her arms that I feel at home!!! These kids are the future generation what we pass on..... And I want to do a billion times better at preparing them than my dad did.........my heart is heavy tonight.......maybe its because your birthday is coming up in eight days who knows........ Im glad your not in pain any more but Id do almost anything to get you back so I dont have deal with the pain of you being gone.....what I wont do though is give up on this my life my love my family cause without it I have nothing and I am nothing! Hope all is well up there in the heavenly skies keep watching over us and blessing us I love you mom rip!!!!!!
Posted on: Sat, 13 Dec 2014 05:03:00 +0000