Just an average girl. She always wore a smile . She was cheerful and happy for a short while. Now shes getting older . Things are getting colder. Lifes not what she thought she wished when someone told her. She told you she was down. And you let it slip by.. So from then she kept it in the inside. She told her self she was alright but she was telling white lies. Cant you tell ? Look at her dull eyes. Tried to stop her self from crying every night but she knew there was no chance of feeling alright. Summer came by all she wore was long sleeves . Cause those cuts on her wrists were bleeding through dont you see. Didnt think shed fit in everyone missed it. Carried on like a solider with a battle wound. Bleeding out from every cut her body consumed. She had no friends at school all alone she sat. And if someone were to notice she would blame the cat. But those cuts on her wrist they were no mistake. But no one cared enough to save her from this self hate. Things were going down never really up. And here she is now stuck in this stupid rut. She knew exactly what she had to do next . Just stand on the chair and tie the rope around her neck. She wrote a letter with her hands shaking wild. Look at me now are you proud of your precious child? But she knew her parents werent the ones to blame. It was the world that should bow down its head in shame. She stood up on the chair and looked at the moon. Just dont think , itll all be over soon. The chair fell as she took her final breath . Its all over , all gone , now shes greeting death. Her mum walks in , she falls down to the floor. And now nothing can take back what she just saw. The little girl that she raised is just hanging there. Her bodys pale and her face is violently bare. She sees the note and unfolds it with care. All she does is stare. How can this be fair? She starts reading as the tears roll down her face. Im sorry mum but this world is just not my place. Ive tried for so long to fix this and fit in. Ive come to realize this worlds full of sin. Theres nothing for me here Im just a waste of space. Ive got no reason to stay here with this awful race. Its a disgrace I was misplaced. Born in the wrong time and in the wrong place . Its okay though cause youll see me soon. Youll know when your time has come just look at the moon. As it shines bright throughout the night. And remember everyones facing their own fight. But I cant deal with the pain Im not a fighter . Youll make it through the night just hug your pillow tighter. So let the world know that I died in vain. Cause the world around me is the one to blame. And I know in a year youll forget Im gone. Cause Im not really something to be dwelled on. Thats what they use to tell me , all those kids at school. So Im going by the law majority rules. My presence on this earth is not needed any longer. And if anything I hope this makes you stronger . Your the best friend that I ever had. Such a shame I had to make you so very sad. Just remember that you meant everything to me. And to my heart youre the only one that held the key. Now its time I go Im running out of space to write. And yes I lost my fight but please just hold on tight . Im watching over you from the clouds above. And sending down the purest and whitest dove. To watch over you and be my helpful eye. So this is it world. Goodbye.
Posted on: Fri, 23 Jan 2015 05:06:36 +0000
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