LOVE I Love You... is the most used and abused word easily said hardly done I only say I Love You when I trully feel it and I when I mean it in all honesty and sincerity... I LOVE YOU... I hardly say it. I like you, I admire you, I had a crush on you is what I say to the woman I want to spent my moment... moment spend with her to know if she is meant for me.. for I trully believe God will give me a partner really meant and fitted for me as they say “ If the shoe fits then its comportable to walk in a long journey” I don’t wanna waste my time and spend with a woman whom I know I don’t have a chance at all it’s a waste of time...and of course waste of money... I had a girlfriend a relationship that I thought it was for REAL and I TRULLY mean it I had drawned my path and invested my LOVE with her... I thought of our FUTURE I was so FAITHFUL and so sincere with Her. But thy will be done after FIVE YEARS of long relationship perhaps because of long distance LOVE affair she had GROWN COLD. I make it a point althought that time it was expensive to call abroad weekly I call her and spend 500 pesos of load every Sunday... I’m the one spending and calling Her yet she declines my call I feel the CHANGE and COLDNESS in her I’m a MAN and if you LOVE someone set her FREE if She comes back shes meant for you... There was rumors and even Her own sister told me not to wait anymore, Her cousins told me too She had found another. So, I just took a deep breath it was painful but I had to FACE it. PAIN is part of our LIFE neither the RICH nor the POOR is spared by PAIN. My friends told me hey!!! Life goes on and the WORLD keeps on turning so I spend my days in my work with PAIN in my heart, I go on... LIFE goes on... One NIGHT my friend, my kumare invited me to meet someone... this WOMAN I didn’t know she was in SO MUCH PAIN more than what I had endured. Their annulment was granted EIGHT years of EMOTIONAL INVESTMENT a waste of LOVE and EMOTIONAL INVESTMENT She said FINANCIAL INVESTMENT come and go but EMOTIONAL INVESTMENT once its GONE its GONE... I JUST DON’T BELIEVE in LOVE anymore... she told me I courted HER and told her LIFE GOES ON merely She LAUGH and LOOK at me from head to toe ok lets go... I don’t wanna GO HOME... She was so DRUNK and SHE was vomitting she tried to vomit so hard and I ask Her are you OK She told me not of course I’m trying to vomit my “HEART out that I will no longer FEEL this PAIN” She was crying but inspite of it She was stiill so beautiful, She didn’t even ask my name and TOLD me you can bring me anywhere and KILL me for I’m not that courageous enough to kill myself. I’m so stupid I invested my LIFE with someone not worthy of my EMOTIONAL and Financial INVESTMENT. She was so DRUNK and so tired she fell asleep I didn’t took advantage of her but I don’t know where to bring her so. I checked her in this motel and watched her while She was sleeping she’s BEAUTIFUL so mestiza she had a beautiful flawless legs I was just watching her while she was sleeping. I also RESPECT her because she is the TEACHER of my kumare and she is a proffessional Registered Nurse and a CLINICAL INSTRUCTRESS perhaps she went out of herself because of her PAIN. She’s LUCKY I’m the one with her this moment... A GENTLEMAN GOD FEARING MAN like me. And so Funny when she woke up she said hahh!!! Where am I? and suddenly she stood I had to go home she toldme, again she didn’t even ask my name and she told me I had to go home can you bring me home? Of course and I brought her home and merely she told thanks bye... The whole day she’s on my mind... she didn’t even gave me her cellphone number... so I called my kumare and ask for her cellphone number. And called her, and merely she told me thank you I’m busy don’t ever call me again. She told me don’t call me so I went to her and invited her to have a lunch out... and introduce myself and she told me the story of her life and I also told her the story of my lovelife. Simply she told me... there’s no life it’s all PAIN it all ended in sadness theres no point to talk about LOVE there’s no LOVE. Ok I needed someone like you right now... I have three niece at home we need to get out of that HELL place I had to be honest with you I needed someone like you to protect us. If you are willing to help me I’m all yours. Across the table I just looked at how helpless she is giving her LIFE her FUTURE for the love of her three nieces. So, I brought all my male cousins and rescued them and bring them to us. She brought her three nieces to their Aunt she stayed with me. She had done as what she had promise and so along those days I courted her. And she told I will tell you I LOVE YOU when I trully feel it because when I say I LOVE YOU I really mean it, in all HONESTY and SINCERITY and I will give you my LIFE and my FUTURE. Days go on I performed my resposibilities as a GOOD HUSBAND to her and day by day I fall INLOVE with her more and more. Not just because she’s trully BEAUTIFUL, she cooked so well too, my Family love her... Finally one night after four months She told me I’m falling inlove with you... you are a goodman you should be the one I met before but I can’t stay here in Zamboanga I had to go where I can find a better paying Job. I’m used to living in Laguna its up to you if you want to come with me its up to you, I don’t own you it’s your decission. I think it over and over between her my Job in Zamboanga my parents. But I’m so much INLOVE with her, just can’t live without her... and I told her YES I will go with you to Manila. This place I never went and to stranger in this place. I Love You... I mean it I feel it in all HONESTY and SINCERITY and I feel GOD gave you to me... This is the MIRACLE of LOVE two human being deeply in PAIN found each other to go on. Go on and still believe in LOVE to still go on with LIFE. God will give us who really is meant for us... a BEAUTIFUL ring is cropted through execissive hitting and fire to make it so beautiful and so our LIFE to make it so BEAUTIFUL... For God so Love us that God wants us to feel the REAL meaning of LOVE... Both of us my Wife and I so happy inlove together now said I LOVE YOU everyday of our LIFE for we trully feel it and mean it in all honesty and sincerity.
Posted on: Sat, 22 Jun 2013 02:28:23 +0000
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