My life has slowed, I find myself very mellow. My needs are not many, my wants are fewer & fewer. A sense of unearned humility has brought a measure of peace to my soul. Life is fast, time itself flies, weeks are like days. I have let go of my expectations, dreams, friends. I love them dearly, if I see them that is great but if I don`t see them. I have them in my heart always. I do not need to live my life vicariously anymore. I have grown older, I do not need childish things. I do nothing more then eat & sleep, visit people, go to casino, when i have money. The one thing I have always wanted to be rid of but I still give my money to the casino. I have asked over & over again to get rid of it. It makes me, humble, I have overcome everything except gambling & it is not even gambling. I am logical, I know the odds but i still do it, like being addicted to crack cocaine. So I accept it. I am quite sure when I am up the pearly gates, they are not going to say, " So, how much money did you make at the casino " or may be they will! Just rambling, not trying to impress anyone or try to convey anything to anybody. I love thinking out loud.
Posted on: Sat, 06 Jul 2013 04:16:57 +0000
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