Not a confession or anything extraordinarily fascinating.. I am really streeeeessseeeeeddd. I know it seems like a first world problem, but my academic life is all I have really. Yes, I do have friends, an awesome family and everything, but you know some people have a lover, others have cars and I have my studies haha. Political science is really hard and this year doesnt seem so bright to me.. I can call myself an A student and am an achiever for sure, but since I started getting bad feedbacks I began to freak out and panic. Everytime I talk to my friend, shes like you shouldnt its just an abstract.. well I worry because I ideas arent good how will you write a whole paper :( Its really frustrating and I havent felt good since the beginning of the semester. I wish I could take a year off for myself, learn how to play a new instrument or just work, or do anything I enjoy. But at the same time I dont want to because if i dont graduate next year, all of my plans for masters,second degree and phd will just fade away. I am always so tensed, sad and angry you guys have no idea. I try as much as possible to act all happy and satisfied but am not. Especially now that my mom travelled and I have to take care of my family, house, readings and papers. I made this schedule to follow so at least i manage to do everything i need to do... I just need to go somewehre isolated far away from everything and everyone.. am on the verge of a nervous break down..
Posted on: Sun, 23 Nov 2014 21:45:22 +0000
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