ON TOP OF ALL THAT IS GOING ON . I ONCE TOLD YOU A STORY OF MY EX THAT WAS KILLED . SHOT IN THE HEAD . I LOVED HER . SHE WAS MY REAL FRIEND. FOR YEARS I WONDERED WHERE AND WHY HER CHILD WAS SENT AWAY TO FLORIDA AND GEORGIA. HER DAUGHTER ESPECIALLY CAUSE SHE WAS 9 YEARS OLD WHEN WE BURIED HER MOM. IT STAYED IN THE BACK OF MY MIND AND BOTHERED ME. LET ME TELL YOU THIS!!!!!!!!!! AFTER 10 YEARS HER DAUGHTER FOUND ME AND TOLD ME THAT I WAS THE ONLY FATHER SHE KNEW CAUSE HER REAL DAD HAS BEEN IN PRISON SINCE SHE WAS 2 . SHE FOUND ME AND ASKED ME TO BE HER DAD . WITH ALL I HAVE GOING ON. WITH ALL THAT I AM GOING THROUGH . WITH SOME OF THE PEOPLE THAT GAVE UP ON ME AND LEFT ME HANGING ...... NOW GUESS WHO IS IN HERE GOING LINE BY LINE WITH ME AND HELPING ME GET THINGS IN ORDER. HER!!!!!!!!!! SHE CALLS ME DADDY AND IS NOW 19 AND IS WITH ME TOO NOW . MY KIDS LOVE HER. ITS LIKE WE DIDNT MISS A BEAT . I ASKED GOD TO SEND ME SOMEONE THAT WOULD LOVE ME LIKE HER MOM DID AND TWO WEEKS LATER GOD LEAD HER TO ME . A NEW 19 YEAR OLD BLESSING . SHE IS ENROLLING IN SCHOOL HERE AND KISSING DAYTONA GOODBYE AND LOVES HANGING WITH ME AND HELPING ME . TALK ABOUT AMAZING . LOL I THOUGHT I WOULD SHARE THAT . SHE TOLD ME THAT SHE DOESNT WANT ANY MONEY . SHE JUST WANTS AND NEEDS GUIDANCE . SHE TOLD ME WEDNESDAY THAT SHE KNEW EVEN AT 9 THAT HER MOTHER LOVED AND TRUSTED ME. SHE TOLD ME THAT EVENTHOUGH SHE HAS A BIOLOGICAL FATHER THAT I AM HER REAL DAD. MAN THAT IS SO COOL . I WANT HER TO GRADUATE WITH HONORS AND ITS LIKE HER MOM IS IN HER. SHE SMILES AND IT IS LIKE SICK WHAT ?? SICK WHO? I GET RIGHT UP AND FORGET ABOUT EVERYTHING AND KEEP TRYING . LOL AAHHHHHHHHH GOD IS GREAT . SOME OF MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY HAVE BEEN NON SUPPORTIVE IN IT BUT I LOVE HER AND I WANT HER TO WIN. WHEN I SAW ALL THE BLOOD IN THE KITCHEN WHERE HER MOM WAS SHOT AND HAD TO PICK HER UP AT THE FUNERAL IN MY ARMS AND COMMIT HER BODY TO THE GROUND WHICH WAS CUSTOMARY OF HER FAMILIES RELIGION. I CANT IMAGINE WHILE PEOPLE LOOKED ON TO TELL YOU HOW THAT HURT ME TO SEE HER GO INTO THE GROUND WITH CLOTH ON HER AND NO CASKET . I REMEMBER SEEING HER DAUGHTER STANDING THERE AND I WAS JUST LOST . NOW I HAVE HER WITH ME! SHE TOLD ME THAT SHE WAS WITH ME THROUGH THE THICK AND THIN. SHE EVEN TAUGHT ME A FUNKY HANDSHAKE.LOL #SMILING.LOL
Posted on: Sun, 10 Aug 2014 02:11:32 +0000
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