OVA THE LAST 3 WEEKS MY HUSBAND & I HAVE BEEN IN A VERY DIFFICULT PLACE WIT ONE ANOTHA. UNFORTUNATELY IT HAS MADE THE BOTH OF US FEEL A CERTAIN TYPE OF WAY ABOUT EACH OTHA AS WELL AS OTHAS. I DONT THINK THAT ITS FAIR TO ME OR HIM TO BE JUDGED, FROWNED, NOR LOOKED DOWN ON BECAUSE WE HAD A DISAGREEMENT, ALTERCATION, AND OR FALLIN OUT. I MADE THE HORRIBLE CHOICE TO BRING OUR BUSINESS TO THE SOCIAL MEADIA, WHICH WAS A BAD IDEA & IM PAYIN FOR IT HUGELY. IM NOT SAYIN WAT WENT ON WAS RITE OR JUSTIFIABLE ON EITHER OF OUR END, BUT THE FACT STILL REMAIN THAT HE IS MY HUSBAND & IM HIS WIFE & UNTIL GOD CHANGES THAT & PEOPLE HAVE TO RESPECT THAT. IM NOT HERE TO LOOK FOR SYMPATHY, JUS ON HERE TO EXPRESS MY FEELINS & SET SOME SHIT STRAIGHT. I LUV Decarlon Traylor WIT ALL MY HEART, & WHEN HE TOOK MY HAND IN MARRIAGE WE EXCHANGED SACRED VOWS TO LUV, HONER, RESPECT, CHERISH, ECT. TILL DEATH DO US PART, & THATS WAT WE PLAN TO DO. I WANT TO TAKE THE TIME OUT TO EXPRESS MY GINUINE & SINCERE APOLOOGY TO MY HUSBAND. I AM TRULY SORRY FOR WAT IS GOIN ON, ALL THE BAD THINGS THAT ARE BEIN SAID ABOUT U, & THE WAY IVE BEEN ACTIN LATELY. FOR THOSE THAT DONT KNO MY HUSBAND IS ACTUALLY A GREAT GUY! FOR THE 1ST TIME IN MY LIFE I FELT COMPLETE! IVE NEVA HAD A MAN THAT LUVED ME FOR ME. A MAN THAT MAKE THE SMALL THINGS COUNT, FROM OPENIN DOORS, HOLDIN HANDS, THE KISSES EARLY IN THE MORNIN & AT NITE, PLUS THE SWEET KISSES ON THE FOREHEAD! THE KIND LUVIN WORDS HE SHARE INSTILLIN IN ME THAT ITS A HONOR & A BLESSIN TO WAKE UP TO ME EVERY MORNIN, HOW MUCH I MEAN TO HIM AS A PERSON & MAN. NO ONE KNOWS THESE THINGS BECAUSE I DIDNT CHOOSE TO SHARE THE GOOD THINGS JUS THE BAD. ALL OF THE NEGATIVE THOUGHTS & FEELINS THAT ARE OUT HERE ABOUT HIM ARE NOT RITE, HE MADE A WRONG DECISION BASED ON A HEATED DISPUTE THAT WE HAD. NO ONE IS PERFECT & I HAVE CHOSEN TO FORGIVE HIM, SOLEY BECAUSE OF THE LUV I HAVE FOR HIM & BECAUSE OF THE SACRED VOWS WE SHARED. THIS IS NOT A ONGOIN PROBLEM THAT WE HAVE, HE HASNT CONSTANTLY BEEN UNFAITHFUL TO ME AT ALL. I JUS HAVE TO LEARN HOW NOT TO LET MY MOUTH & ATTITUDE GET IN THE WAY & RUN HIM TO ANOTHA WOMAN (ol faithful) OTHA THAN MYSELF HIS WIFE. I AM HIS ROCK, HIS FOUNDATION, HIS SHOULDER, SOMEONE THAT IS HERE TO STAY.CONCRETE & SOLID IM STANDIN UNTIL THE GOOD LORD SAYS OTHAWISE. WE HAVE ONLY BEEN MARRIED 10 MONTHS, BUT IY FEELS LIKE 10 YEARS! WE PLAN TO MAKE IT TO OUR YEAR OF MARRIAGE THE HARDEST 1 OF ALL, & ENJOY OUR ANNIVERSARY DECEMBER 23RD. SO IM ASKIN THAT U ALL DISREGARD ALL OF THE PREVIOUS POST OF NEGATIVITY ABOUT MY SOULMATE, BECAUSE HE IS NOT THE MONSTER I MADE HIM OUT TO BE. I KNO YALL CAN TELL THAT HE HAS CHANGED ME IN SO MANY WAYS, MADE ME A BETTA WOMAN! IVE LEARNED BECOME MORE SETTLED & HUMBLE NOW DAYS & ITS BECAUSE OF HIS LAID BAC QUIET PERSONALITY. HE DONT HAVE TO BE SEEN, HEARD, OR THE MOST FLASH PERSON IN THE CROWD. HE DONT NEED THE MOST EXPENSIVE GIFTS, CLOTHES, SHOES, ECT. HE JUS WANT TO LIVE LIFE, BE GRATFUL, HAPPY, & BLEESSED TO BE ALIVE & FREE & THATS WAT I LUV ABOUT HIM! HE IS A EXCELLENT FATHER TO HIS KIDS & MINES AS WELL! HE TAKE THE TIME OUT TO ATTEND SCHOOL FUNCTIONS, GAMES, PRACTICES, DROP OFFS & PICK UPS FROM SCHOOL & WORK WHEN MY BOYS DADS RITE HERE IN THE CITY & WONT EVEN ATTEMPT TO TRY TO BE INVOLVED AT ALL. I APPRECIATE THAT EVEN WHEN I DONT SHOW IT. IVE BEEN SO USED TO PLAYIN THE ROLE OF THE MAN & WOMAN, GETTIN USED & ABUSED, HURT & MISTREATED SO IM HAVIN A HARD TIME TELLIN THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN REAL & TRUE LUV & BULLSHIT. BUT I CAN FEEL IT IN MY HEART HE IS THE RITE ONE FOR ME, WE JUS HAVE TO PRAY, PUT IT ALL IN GODS HANDS TO HELP US GROW & EVLOVE INTO A BETTA MAN & WOMAN TO SAVE OUR MARRIAGE. I PROMISE I WONT GIVE SOCIAL MEDIA ANOTHA SHOW & THE OPPORTUNITY TO BELITTLE MY HUSBAND OR ME. SO WIT ALL THIS BEIN SAID DECARLON TRAYLOR MY DEAR HUSBAND IM SO SORRY & I HOPE U ACCEPT MY APOLOGY FOR THE EMBARRASSMENT IVE CAUSED U & MYSELF. I LUV U TILL THIS WORLD DISAPPEAR!!!!
Posted on: Thu, 23 Oct 2014 17:57:08 +0000
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