One day I will be thin enough. Just the bones, no disfiguring flesh. Just the pure clear shape of me. You will be tempted quite frequently and you will have to choose whether you shall enjoy the 20 minutes or so that you will be consuming or whether you will cordially despise yourself for two or three days for your lack of willpower. Nothing is wrong and asking is against the rules. Crying is against the rules. You are strong. Dont let them break you. Theyre trying to destroy you. This is forever. I will do whatever it takes. Colors become brighter, sounds, sharper. Im not there yet, but, Im closer than yesterday. I dont care if it hurts, I want to have control. It doesnt matter how slow you go, as long as you dont stop. The beginning is always today. Sacrifice is giving up something good for something better. Do not give up what you most want for what you want at the moment. If it was easy, everybody would be happy. An imperfect body reflects an imperfect soul on an ordinary boy. An ordinary waist, but, ordinary is just not good enough today.
Posted on: Tue, 02 Sep 2014 20:05:03 +0000
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