Rant, youre not being forced to read it, so please dont complain about it. I just get overwhelmed... Like a lot: Every time I think, Today Im going to the park by myself. Im gonna take Dove so we can play with other kids instead of the backyard or whatever. As soon as I start thinking to get ready I suddenly feel heavy and insecure and depressed. :( I feel bad for not taking Dovelyn out, but I also feel anxious about being out. This sucks and no one understands how I feel, they just act like Im lazy and selfish, which honestly just makes me want to dig a hole in the couch even more. I think about meeting up with other moms, and it just makes me feel terrible even though I want to and I dont know why. Blaaaaaah. At least theres Barney on TV? X.x
Posted on: Sat, 26 Jul 2014 17:27:51 +0000