Real love is selfless. I am Gods child and He loves me for who i am. I dont need to beg Him, impress Him and He dont buy lots of things for me that i will be forever in debt. He dont tell me that i have to do things to love me. He dont ever tells me to do stuff. He died for me. He loves me unconditionally. He never left my side. He loves me always and loves my children. Thats my Father. Thats my Mother. That is all i need. I have been struggling lately. A lot. To understand why after lots of begging to my blood mum to see my children, how she could refuse. How after saying i dont expect anything. No apology, i dont want to ask her to do anything she is uncomfortable with. She dont have to agree with my issues or even like me. For her to still not see my children but see my brothers children. How can my brother allow that to affect my children? So many questions in my head. I prayed so hard about it for a few days. I tried. God spoke to me. He said. He loves me. He loves my children. I love my children and He is all i need. I have come this far by myself and He is forever there. He is my Mother and Father and my bestfriend. He has held my hand through the storm. Held me through my fears and wiped away my tears when ive hurted. I dont need to thank anybody other than my Father God. So thank you.
Posted on: Fri, 28 Nov 2014 21:37:18 +0000
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