Reflection: When I walked through the front doors of BCR 6 months ago today, I was convinced that no one else knew the price I paid for that Tyvek wristband. I was convinced that no one else knew what I was going through or how I felt. I was convinced that all these happy f***ing people standing in front of us telling us how incredible our life would be if we would just surrender and follow the steps, were taking some amazing drug that I had not been introduced to, and that the Promises they spoke of were just a different kind of bull$hit. Well, tomorrow when I wake up it will be 6 months of waking up sober, 6 months of healing, 6 months of forgiveness, 6 months of physical sobriety and 2-3 months of spiritual and emotional sobriety. True sobriety for the first time in my life. To quote Grateful Jim, Ive got a life that money cant buy! So Thank you God, family, friends and all you F***ed up weirdos, freaks, and misfits who have made the past 6 months some of the best days of my life. I cant wait for tomorrow only because life gets better each and every day. God Bless You all!
Posted on: Sun, 30 Mar 2014 02:36:02 +0000
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