SOMETIMES....IT CAN BE ROUGH START....BUT THEN AGAIN... Men do not fail...They stop trying.~Elihu Root ;)~ Mondays...Theyre usually something I actually look forward to. Today didnt start out any differently, but how quickly it can just end up going to Hell in a hand basket before you know it....and with a confrontation at work, and a subsequent loss of temper from me, it didnt become one of my best days, thats for sure... I cant say it was a BAD DAY really, it just turned out to be one that I could have done without...I absolutely cant stand myself when I get so aggravated that I let someone else push my buttons to the point where I freak out. I shouldnt feed into it I know, but then again, Im not always perfect, and I know that as well...So Ill have some things to deal with tomorrow morning because of it...I guess I have been taught to accept those things in my new way of life...and for better or worse, it will be, what it will be..... And the good news from today? Im home, alive, and well. With, I should add, another chance to reflect on things and learn from what I did wrong, why it happened, and what I want to improve on in the future....so I dont let it affect my own future. I cant beat myself up too much however because just the old saying goes...S*#@ happens...and life...she does go on after all...as will I. Now, at least, I can let it go, and enjoy whats left of the day...the right way....happily... They also say, You can start over anytime you want to, so thats what I am doing. Once again, the most important thing is that its not something I find myself wanting to drink over, and that a priceless gift I can never be grateful enough for. I dont have to worry too much when it comes to things being ok for just that reason. With my faith, my belief, and my sobriety anything is and can be possible... I have my life, and it is a pretty damn good one in fact...My days have been worse than this, and no one ever said it was going to be easy. They just said it was going to be. I can take any rough start most anytime they seem to come my way, because its not the end of my world....and the problem has a solution one way or another. I dont know if it will be thee one I am looking for, but then again...its really not up to me now is it? The rest I think I will just give to HIM for good measure.... Thanks for reading, Lance ;)~ We continue because....we can youtu.be/dMQiqj5uaeA
Posted on: Tue, 20 Jan 2015 03:37:03 +0000