Scars of Love ….. Chapter 22…. The day for Shveta tp arrive back to Mumbai came.. he was happy that she will be home in less than 6 hours…… the whole trip…. Well it was a real new experience to her … but it didn’t serve the purpose which it should have …… the trip… to help her move on forget past… well it was trip in which she swelled up on the past …….. Abhilash was happy …… Shveta was finally going to be there ….. he will call her and talk to her…. But will she answer … ?? Well let her come back to Mumbai first then will see….. And well someone else was waiting for her to return back… waiting to know her feelings for Abhilash… waiting to know if she moved on or not…. He would always be curious…… to know it…what she does… does she cry…. Or is she happy now… /? Does she still miss him…. Does she eat properly… does she do the things which she loved to do earlier……… he wanted to know that she was fine… he would feel bad whenever he thought of her being sad.. he never like her tears but hated them…. He wanted her to be happy … he wished o give her the stars… but he knew…. He couldn’t give it to her …… That day … when he had got so angry on her …. He knew it …. That he was wrong…and then she came home and told him……. That her past was bad… the reason for not telling it … for not telling those 3 words….. the only reason was a bad past ….. he had hurt her so much …. Not trying to understand her … she cried so much …… all because of him.. and his stupid request of listening to I Love you from her He still recalls that day ….. He had called her inside the house and gave her water ,… she looked so broke…….. When he had called her “ Shveta….” She looked at him… and yes something was wrong.. he wanted to push her away from … no more love… no more care… his love had make her weak ……. Maybe yes.. he didn’t deserve her …. And its better to end it here…… I cannot be with her … how will I take care of her …… I am not the one who deserves her ….. And he said to her… “ Shveta … dekh … I am sorry…… but I realized something… and I am glad that I realized it now only…….. it’s just that ….. I don’t think it will work between us…… ur life… is too messed up .. and I tried handling it… being with you…. But I don’t see it going anywhere….. I am sorry… but I guess we should breakup….” Shveta stood there still… staring at him.. with wide eyes… they had tears …. In them… they looked scared to him……. And he blamed himself for leading to this again….. Shveta “ dekh abhi… mazak mat kar…. Pls tell me … u just kidding right …??” I wish I could joke about it is what he felt….. And he said…. “ no …. I am not kidding… I am serious…. I don’t like you anymore.. somehow… it ended…. I sympathize with you…. But love… I guess it’s gone….” That’s a lie… I do love you… even now….. but I can’t show it to you Shveta… I can’t do it….. Shveta “ abhi.. don’t do this … please… not now… you know I love you right… I really do love you a lot trust me abhi… se em saying it too “ I LOVE YOU ABHI..” see abhi… I said it.. that what you wanted to hear always na… see … I said it to you abhi….” Ohhh… god.. she just said it those 3 words… why now … why now my Shveta……. I can’t be with you… when I decide to let go.. please don’t say it.. please don’t look soo broke… please.. I will never forgive myself… Abhimanyu said “ Shveta please clam down….. and you will move on dear … its just a break… and its part of life… okay…?? Btw sun ab em going down sabse milne…. So let’s go…..” I wanna go away .. this will be a good reason.. even she will say a no… and she wil go home too.. if she stays.. I will change my decision…. She looked different.. like she died that moment.. and I died within….. I don’t wanna do this to her .. I wanna hold her … but … I don’t…… I don’t deserve her .. I gave her pain.. when she already had enough of it….. I will never be able to take care of her .. her past /….. it… made me realize… we are not meant to be… she needs someone… someone who will take care of her …… who .. will be deserving of her…… Shveta “ abhi…” She said it and just looked in my eyes… for a long time…. “ yes…??” I asked… Shveta “ kuch nahin abhi… you go…. Mera mood nahin hain…” I could see her controlling her tears.. and she was controlling her anger .. because her nose was red in anger … she looked cute like that ….. but her tears….. it caused pain… she didn’t want to break down in front of me maybe… “ okay as you wish …. Chal ....” and we moved out….. Shveta she got up so slowly….. I wanted to hold her then.. but then I didn’t …. She moved out of the house.. and stood there .. I went out … I went out smiled at her .. I locked the door.. to hide my red eyes… I wanted to cry….and so I went down……I didn’t look back…. … and she was left there… I cried.. I have never cried in my whole life and I have cried for this girl…… she means soo much …. When i proposed her .. I meant it to last forever … but now….. its over ….. she will move on… because she thinks I did… she thinks I moved on … but she doesn’t know I didn’t… that picture.. was just to make her think I did… it was all fake.. and my friend gf.. agreed for it … it was a lie…. A lie that I moved on….. I still wait for her .. long for her .. but now… she will yes to that guy.. Abhilash… I got to know from her diary which I once read…. She had talked about him….. I have searched so many times for him.. and when I found him.. I told him.. about her crush .. he would message her .. is what I hoped …and it happened……. And now.. he have even proposed her … That guy fell in love with her too.. and maybe she deserves him.. he seemed nice… he fell in love with her in a few days … well I fell for her in just a few minutes.. so I understand it.. she Is really that special ……. And she deserves him.. maybe she will say yes to him… I hope she does……. But then… will she be happy … ?? he will love her right.. I don’t want tears in her eyes again… I should warn him.. that I have her back.. but then will it be good to do that .. I wanna see her .. meet her just once…… Today she might return according to what Abhilash told … so he decided t o go .. to her house….. and he will see her from a distance …. He missed her .. a lot………… And he left from his home to met her … Shveta………. His only love…… Shveta had reached Mumbai ……. She have switched on her cell phone… Abhilash’s message were there.. she thought she will talk to him once home…….. Abhilash … he was still waiting…….. he knew she will call… Wait for the next part… it wl be the last part .. of Scars of Love……. So I hope by now you know who the well wisher was. . .and his reasons for doing all that……. ?? well it was Abhimanyu…. The twist.. and the suspense about this is cleared by now I guess…. :-P Shveta…
Posted on: Sun, 03 Nov 2013 12:13:17 +0000
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