Silly monkey thats a jalapeno.. come get a banana. Lifes so strange. People come in and out of our lives some go peacefully where others have to burn down the city and galavant around like psychopaths on a mission for destruction. As twisted and mind boggling as it all my be its burns away the room once taken the slots that were filled so that something better can take its place. I pray one day life turns around and that i can see my reflection smile as much as i have through this painful trial Im on and that my path diverts from this bitter sweet story, into my blissful happy ending. The death of this relationships opened my eyes, because never in my life would I have thought I could love anyone through such hate, relinquishing all the anger and setting it free rather than allowing it to linger and captivate me. Never did I think i could be passive, over looking the bad, the sorrow and vindictive torment, but I stand firm as I know now Im a man capable of loving endlessly and just think if I could love my wife, the mother of my child, so much how can I love the right person who values me as a person, my time, my love, and my devotion. You see because through the hate and the childish antics that spewd Ive realize that trapped inside her is a person who one day will reflect on the damages done and that person will one day see the love and devotion they set free into the world. And mark my words when that day comes and it will, it will be a tough pill to swallow, and the regret will form a malice which will strike hard on the heart, by then the strength of carrying this heavily weighed bag of burden will become her cumbersome bag which she will have to carry as today I finally got my closure, the answer that as hard as it was to take, own, and accept was the one that let me find peace and my own path. Ive yielded my life, Ive held on long enough praying it might work out differently and we might be a family again. Shes finally set me free in the right direction, a chance at a better, brighter tomorrow free of rain clouds, and a happier ending full of joy, smiles, peace and laughter. Every storm runs out of rain and my clouds have ceased their tsunami like winds, their monsoon like rains, and as this chapter of my life rears to an end the suns finally starting to shine through and it feels so amazing against my skin. #nevergaveupjustwokeup youtu.be/RV6LOyNXmdI youtu.be/_tC7slacyoE
Posted on: Sun, 29 Jun 2014 23:41:59 +0000
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