So… There was a time I used to be scared by you. All my friends were leaving me, mesmerized by your attraction. So I did what I had to, and I did more than this. I didn’t only joined your group, I became your lieutenant, your favorite. I did EVERYTHING I could to please you. I was thinking your ideas, telling your words, and sharing your vision of the world. Then I began to like theses opinions, and sentences, this judgmental, detached and cynical way of looking at things. And… I simply became you. And I enjoyed it, suddenly everything had a meaning (that it was unrational and hopeless) and I started to accept this world. I am good with wearing a mask, and people thought that i was clever, just like you, but maybe more comprehensive. But now, I can’t take it anymore. This is killing me, little by little. If I have to live in a lie to feel better, than be it. But I don’t wan’t your truth, I want to seek mine. And I’m trying, I’m trying so hard to leave. But that connection is too strong to be cut from only one side. So please, do it now. Now, I need you to let me go..
Posted on: Fri, 29 Nov 2013 14:45:48 +0000
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