So far today.... Puppy sitter sick :( get better sooon!!!). so we vow to be up early to meet pups needs..... Up late ... Nathan grumbles and puppy rushes... The bed tricked us! Coffee & hugs to the rescue! Nathan halfway to school when our call drops.... And he has to hike back to find said phone from where it flew off the top of the car.... Later yet so turned around and came home to walk pups with me Coffee and hugs to the rescue ..... Rush to shower... Ice cold water.... So, damn, reroute- will shower @ work studio..... Still maintaining positive attitude... ... Gas gods play trick on me- knew i was low on gas, forgot we made that 1 extra run to winco yesterday morning... Out of gas-northbound, meridian... Rush hour- thank my stubbornness I drive a manual.... Push car across 3 lanes of traffic at an intersection, barefoot in sundress that keeps trying yo marilyn monroe. (And nobody got a pic for me) Cute girl helps me - what a sweetheart! Still maintaining positive attitude.... (Now, no time to shower) Back in car - look at phone and get one owchy pm from someone --- day crashes-- whole world seems rotten and suddenly feel like crying... Remember that almost everyone else in my life values me, appreciates me, wants to spend time w me.... And generally loves me, and move to annoyed anger Still no shower Manage to get through session with client, like walking through emotional mud. And realise that if 5/6 ineractions with one person leave me feeling hurt, like i am an intrusion or wasting their time or like they are anything less than thrilled that i would include them in my hearts, thoughts or day... That i can just be with the people who do enjoy my time and synchoricity in our days...who value my connectivity and sharing and sense of community .... Ahhhhh, finally shower!!!!! Still sore but resolved to cut out deadwood emotionally and get back to my amazing life and day before 3pm, When i get to be home w my pups and my people.... Life is too short to be surrounded by anything less than love and appreication and i intend to keep my space clear for people who enjoy me, compassion, PLAY & sense of humor. I do not have time for people who compartmentalise, are secretive or generally segregate the people in their lives.... One more session, then, home to love and puppies.
Posted on: Thu, 08 Aug 2013 19:24:16 +0000
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