So i was just going in circles Stressed the H*** out with my family, doing my best to lead by example and comfort them through the challenges of surrendering to a program of recovery and finding acceptance in some of the things we ALL have to go through on this journey of recovery, i am feeling so overwhelmed and spread out so thin i just want to scream at them and say some UNspiritual things that are inappropriate at this stage in my recovery and then all of a sudden i get this message from God....Nothing is exciting if you know what the outcome is going to be. You keep wanting to know how things will play out, keep asking to see the future. God doesnt give anyone the power to know the future, because life becomes maddeningly boring when you know everything upfront. So, instead of struggling, enjoy the uncertainty - to be alive means to not know. So now i just need to pray and surrender myself and LEAVE the OUTCOME to God...I can be an instrument of Gods works but i WILL NOT enable them or do the work that they are capable of doing themselves, Time to Get out of Gods way. I guess this is what we all call venting.
Posted on: Sun, 30 Mar 2014 20:13:07 +0000
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