So yesterday night I was troubled and disgusted thinking about life and how the world works. All this talk of us all choosing our own paths and ends. Rape, abuse, mutilations, slavery, torment, starvation etc and how in the hell someone could choose paths like those. But Im thinking in human terms right (because as I lay here right now in bed listening to this mad man who lives underneath me trying his hardest to get my attension by turning his lights on/off banging etc which hes been at for hours with little to no sucess) and therefore Im limiting my understanding. I mean our so called higher selves are not human. Theyre something else completely different or so it would seem, and only the flesh though thoughts dwell on human things because this is our current experiance. But then what kinda of entity creatures or things are we to say okay for my next incarnation Id like to live for 7 years and be raped repeatedly then be physically ripped apart by those that will be doing this to me because my soul should learn what this is like. I mean what the hell for? And why would someone or anybody sign a contract pataining to something like that? To the majority of us as human being thats unimaginable and too twisted malevolent & sadistic as an idea much less as a real life choice thats welcomed embraced and wanted. My thoughts were on this subject because of me summing up my views experiances remembering what Ive heard and seen on documentaries from friends and from those who have shared & entrusted there various experiances with me and also the YouTube videos I was watching with talk of the Sinclairs, Rothschilds, Fake Jews, the Kabal, the Jinn, Fairies, Aliens, Holograms, Light, Dark and the various origins histories and meanings of certain things. It made me think about why our creator would ever allow such things much less encourage them. Why there is more darkness than light on purpose. And what the point of it all is. But only in terms based on last nights education rather than my current beliefs. Not only that but I was thinking about all the Angel Number I recieve daily and why what they say hasnt manifested or happened yet or even if it ever really will. And if indeed my Angels are watching over me. Then this morning I got a series of numbers as reassurance that yes they truly are. Yes it truly will. And yes it truly is all real and that they are with me supporting me through these confusing and troubling times.
Posted on: Mon, 14 Apr 2014 06:48:54 +0000
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