Some days or nights I find myself sitting on the couch thinking of the millions of things I need to do. Deadlines, crunching numbers, asking myself if I paid that bill, and sketching clothing designs all at the same time I get lonely. I get lonely and I get discouraged. I have three people in my house but no one to talk to at this moment and pour out all of my feelings to and then I battle with the some self doubt and reflect on the fact that the dinner I made tonight was completely terrible (like no one ate it) , I shattered my favorite vintage glass dish due to stupidly putting it in a sink of cold water, and I got frustrated with my little girl who only wanted to help me and be with me. I came to a conclusion with my thoughts and this is what I found out. Im human, a human mom with human mom emotions. Im stressed out and tired and guilty for not giving 100% of myself to my kids or Shane, for screwing up dinner and not keeping my house clean etc and etc. but Im also grateful because I know I am not alone. While there is a bazillion things I wish I was better at and wish I had more of Im also just content with the fact that sometimes growth is uncomfortable, whether in a business or personally. I strive every day to be a better mom, friend, person than I was yesterday and sometimes I just simply fail but other days I succeed. Those days make days like this day worth it. =)
Posted on: Sun, 08 Jun 2014 02:07:34 +0000
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