Stranded. Alone. Struggling. Finding myself within me. Brainwashing. Building the walls. Forgetting whatever it was all about. Knowing that from inside somethings missing. Waiting for that apology that never came by. Wanting everything to freeze. Not letting anybody know about my feelings. Trapping them in a box. Discouraging myself to remember you. Thinking about all the harsh times that came by. Learning to fight my tears back. Pressurising myself this was just me in my imaginary world. Forcing not to remember the good times. Everything. Letting myself move on, pushing it forward Believe me it felt like forcing a kid away from his beloved mother. There was a lot that I never understood. Why were u so mysterious? Why didnt u cleared stuff off? Telling everything but keeping it incomplete? Never talking about the past? Wanting me back but acting too bold to not show that corner, that soft one? Why changing yourself too much? Why not just letting me know that you dont need me anymore? Fighting on pathetic stuff and leaving me on them? But when I made myself stronger, not trying to think about you, struggled forward you came back Writing those two words which actually melt me down. Forcing me to come back to you. From somewhere not known. Lending a hand down but not still sure whether to accept it. Dont know that would u be able to pull me up or not. Would u drop me down once again Trust me I am enough injured already and if u want to do that once again I dont want u again to hurt me and abandon my soul I am enough strong to keep my defences up. I know I would survive but if you want me back, you want me along I am willing to give u another chance. Remember just a chance A chance Just one more -UK (Writing bits)
Posted on: Sun, 27 Jul 2014 16:06:26 +0000
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