TT anonymous post please: I dont even know where to start... I feel like Im the worst person on the planet. I have two beautiful girls and one on the way and I feel like I dont deserve them. I feel alone even when im surrounded by people and I dont 100% trust the people that surround me. I have such trouble controlling my emotions and expressing myself in a way other than anger. Ive lost so many people in the last 2 years that I dont know how much more I could take. I feel depressed and I hide it well. I need more friends honestly but have trouble being social. I feel like its a endless loop, I have no outlet other than the computer and spend most of my days in the house because it seems like people only contact me when they want something from me. This post is kinda all over the place but im just lost. I dont know if this is pregnancy depression or if im permanently broken. I feel like my SO deserves better than me. I feel like Im yelling all the time and most of the time its for no good reason. I want to feel happy and appreciate the things I have right in front of me. But the anger I have from everything I cant deal with bottles up and explodes. People close to me have betrayed me, lost people I didnt expect to lose and i hate being out of control.
Posted on: Fri, 26 Sep 2014 01:15:32 +0000
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