That is how long Ive been sober theres some of you think thats all I think about but its not I think about everybody that has been supporting me and my drinking my two older boys Ryan Lauder & Zach Lauder Lynn Mukes sandy England David Pamela England . Killa England but I do appreciate each and everyone of you so since I dont drink no more I just take my medicine further damage and pain from my foot surgery but I am NOT addicted to it I take what Im supposed to and thats all Ryan and Jack I try to be there for you as much as I could but you two are always too busy doing something I promise I will try my best when I get my social security the right now your dad can not work because of all the surgeries Ive have had I love you could bash me Krishi is me but you will never knock me down I love you all very truly and I know you guys are all the family but I still like you as my own I used to have a hard heart but now since Ive been going to church I have a soft heart and I enjoy driving going to church and learning about God accepting God as my savior fell for that thats all I got to say you love me for who I am or thats awesome
Posted on: Thu, 20 Nov 2014 20:46:50 +0000