This has been an involved week, doctors appointments and tests! I have been under sedation for the last two days, returned from surgery and Im tired and I ache. This mortal life is quite an adventure! To my most beautiful daughters, Rachael, Jenica and Judith, I came through alright; the surgeon preformed exploratory surgery on my prostate and bladder, they had found a tumor on the ultra sound but needed to take a biopsy, while there he found an area that concerned him so he took a sample there as well. He described it as a soft spot, or an area where cancer could be present, well see. I feel so blessed to live in a time where our Heavenly Father has given man the knowledge and technology to even diagnose such things. I have so many things that arent working right in my body, but you know, thats ok, I know that our God lives, Ive died twice and I have felt his love and concern, I have been blessed to see and experience the existence after this life, I KNOW that we do no just end, rather, we continue to grow and become closer to our Father who created us. I do not fear death, I do however have concern for my family. I want ALL OF THEM to know that I love them and care for them. I have three beautiful daughters and three handsome sons; I want them to know that I hold no ill will towards any one of them. I ask forgiveness for things that I have done to others out of ignorance or from the effects of ill health. I also wish to forgive those who are in need of forgiveness. I love all of my friends and family, and this is NOT goodbye, rather an acknowledgement that I am in Gods hands, as we all are. I have three wonderful sons (in laws) who I love and care for as if they are my own, I also have a beautiful daughter (in law) in Mary Wilson, I love you and hope to get to get to know you better; and to my (step) grandchildren, I am thrilled to have you in my life. I leave this entry with my testimony, that God lives, he cares for each of us, he is real and wants to be involved in our lives, as any parent does; we need to let him in and learn to know him, we do thid through prayer, study of the scriptures and most importantly, we MUST listen to hear him guide us, and be willing to follow, if you read James 1:5-6 youll understand. I love Heavenly Father, but I am not the servant that I should be nor want to be. I can only strive to do better. I love you, and share this in his name, even Jesus the Christ, Amen
Posted on: Sat, 18 Jan 2014 21:01:23 +0000
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