This might be a long post ... and/or deeper than Youre willing to go.... So... feel free to skip it. I have a lot of ailments. Some havent even been investigated or diagnosed. Some might be as permanent , as is life. Some might be curable/treatable . And , yes , some could be fatal. But , good or bad , it is what it is - I am who I am - Ive done what Ive done. . Very recently , I was reminded of an old lover/friend who died many years ago , much too young. The fact is that I may or may not have been , inadvertently , instrumental in his death :/ I honestly do not know. My meandering point is this : We ALL effect/affect EVERYONE with whom we come into contact. I wish that I could change A LOT of my previous behavior but we , humans , are not afforded that luxury. Here and NOW - I accept all of the negatives and relish all of the positives of my past. And I own my guilt - And innocence. *as each may apply* I can honestly say that I have NEVER intentionally hurt ANYONE. Meanwhile : All of the blessings in my life , in every form , human or otherwise , I absolutely Cherish. I Love You ALL ~ *even if You hate me* So ... all I ask is forgiveness and I humbly ask and hope and pray that you might Keep Me In Your Heart For A While ღ...ℒℴνℯ...ღ αℓωαуѕ ღ...ℒℴνℯ...ღ
Posted on: Mon, 01 Dec 2014 23:24:02 +0000