Those of you whove known what Ive been through the past 3 months especially can bear witness that these words couldve been cried out from my lips almost to being literal expression, thanks again ABR: You give us dreams to wake us up, You say, Take pride in the provision. When all we see is the face of defeat you say, Take pride in the provision. My futures finally found me, figured me out. Its painful. Its tough. I never saw it coming. Come as it may, Because all of this life is a lesson Id rather learn then end up in a cold covered up dark grave. These are the words of a man who finally let go. These are the goals of a man whos laid it all down. Losing it all made me realize I am the victim, the culprit, the casualty, and the cause. Losing it all led me to you. Im sick. I need sight. I need help. I need you. And Im not getting any better. I am the deceiver. Im not getting any better. Im the thief, the whore, the murderer. Its times like these you forget to remember who you are. The way up is down. Truth is found when life throws you out and kicks you to the curb. Im just as much the problem as the man behind bars. He did with his business what I do in my heart. You wronged me. You crossed me. Ill never let it ruin me. Lessons are learned deep down within my heart. The worst men make the best stories come true. The past is a part of me, but not who I am. I realize my identity is not in what Ive seen but in what I believe to be true. I know what I need now. All that was lost is not lost. Even the worst of mankind cant disrupt sovereignty. Youve given me this nightmare to wake me up. You say, Take pride in the provision. Youve given me more than enough. You say, Take pride in the provision.
Posted on: Wed, 26 Mar 2014 00:11:16 +0000
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