Today completely validated most of the decisions Ive made in my personal life the past 3 months. Not to be dramatic, but Im tired of being afraid of pissing people off, or worrying what they think. Sometimes things just need to be said...and enough is enough!!!! I ran into someone today that has caused me a LOT of hurt...today was no different. Im not perfect by any means, but I do my very best to be a good person, and to see the best in people. When I love you, I love you completely, and dont give up easily. But when you give your all to a relationship of ANY kind...continuously....and the only thing you get back is pride, arrogance, cockiness, disrespect, made fun of, and verbally abused...enough is enough. Choosing friends and lifestyle over you...caring more about their opinions than yours...and worrying that they will not approve if you chose to work things out as a couple...is NOT okay. Sometimes, its time to cut your losses, put the love for that person in the back of your heart, and get on with a life that isnt toxic to you !! Thank God some wonderful people have come into my life the last few months, who DO respect me and care about my happiness. Life is WAY too short for pride, anger, playing games with peoples hearts...and making stupid decisions over and over again. When does it stop???? I...AM...DONE...giving to people who have no intention of taking care of my heart, and who put everything else in their life before me. Doesnt mean I stopped caring or loving them...just means Im done giving and trying. So, if youre reading this, and you dont like what I have to say, or how I feel....block me, delete me, whatever...because for the very first time...I just really dont care!!! Nothing can hurt me more than Ive already been hurt. But fixing your problems, and fixing your damaged relationships would be a whole lot better. Have fun...with a group of very shallow people...cuz thats really all that matters... right? You proved that today!! Some things just NEVER change
Posted on: Sat, 29 Nov 2014 01:26:22 +0000