Today is exactly 24 months since my husband told me that he doesnt love me anymore & he wanted a divorce!!! God has carried me through every one of those sleepless nights, days of sobbing until I physically could not cry another tear, nights of deep soul searching, 3 am awakening to pray again, and crying over my children as I put them to bed for the next 8 months without their knowing the grief, devastation & sadness in my soul!!! God has protected me through a scary range of emotions which could have sent me back into a 4th clinical depression - but it hasnt!!! God continues to bless me with His peace which I truly cannot comprehend amidst crazy stuff which 2+ years ago would have sent me into some very unhealthy emotional places!!! God continues to give me joy each day (& tears almost every day to wash the daily junk outta my new life!) God has placed hundreds of truly amazing family & friends in our lives to encourage, teach, guide, love, and sometimes give a swift kick in the rump as the kids & I walk this new road together:) Im a slow learner, but I get it now that the most important relationship I have in the whole universe is with GOD!!!!! Thankfully He is a patient Teacher:)
Posted on: Fri, 18 Oct 2013 10:45:29 +0000
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