Today marks 18yrs my life life changed completely... I was left with a big pain that time hasnt healed... As the days go by I think of all the what IFS... The emptiness is doesnt go away and isnt filled with anything... My one and only brother was taken from me... Without being able to say my good byes... To tell him how much I loved him... How much I cared for him... I will always miss and love you carnal... Till this day I wish this was all a horrible nightmare... But reality slaps me in my face... When I see my kids and parents and he isnt around... A lot of wonderful memories that he isnt part of... Just a lot of what if... Only God knows why he was taken from us so soon... 1997 is a year that changed my life for better and worse... A year that began with tears of pain to end that year with tears of joy... I hope he knew how much I love and miss him... 18yr anniversary of his death... Miss you carnal Michael Douglas Reed Jr... July 30, 1981 - January 21, 1997...
Posted on: Thu, 22 Jan 2015 02:37:57 +0000