Todays my moms birthday. Since shes not here I wont wish her a happy one because Im sure it will be since shes in heaven. But today I wanted to take to remember her. Whenever I think about her I have to go through a sort of step by step time machine for emotions. First I have to become that 15 year old girl who has to accept that she died. Then I work backwards. Im the one 13 year old who has her life together. I knew what I wanted and loved everything about my life. Then Im the 11 year old who HATES her mother for moving her to a town SMALLER than Grenada. I honestly didnt know that was possible. And I had no idea that I would love that town so much and how much it would give me. Then Im the 9 year old being told that I have live with my mom over my dad. For some reason I had a delusion that living with Dad would be cupcakes and rainbows whereas with Mom itd be, well what it was. But then Im just a kid. And those memories remind me I wouldnt be who I am without my mothers strength, love, and ability to take life as it comes. She taught me these things and without them Id be completely crazy today. So Im playing this song in honor of that. It was her favorite hyme and even in the darkest of days I could find her singing this to herself to be reminded that Hes always right beside her. And now He is truly and Id bet anything her mansion is right in the middle of the garden.
Posted on: Sun, 06 Jul 2014 20:10:41 +0000
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