We just experienced a power outage and I dont believe my neighbor got it when I said remember around Halloween this feeling...of course..Sandy..he was bummed as he was going to heat up sausage and peppers I made and dispensed accordingly! Purchased a 40 pack of batteries but not to helpful in the desk cabinet..so as we did head counts..2 furry sons and a fur feline divish and runs around and responds like the boys..Cats are interactive. .Smart ..she gives me her hand as the boys do for love energy exchanges. .Hopefully I have defied laws of what behavior is supposed to be with reference to inherent hatred ..If exposed to love and patience. .in hours its peaceful with a 50% chance of thunderous barks and lightning speed ..I have to wait and grab ..or pray no crash sounds! Back to lights..I was placing batteries in all my flameles candles (burned out of my home in electrical fire.. cali in less than 20mins..jumped out of bed to go to a Course in Miracles based church at 8.30am..went to restroom..saw rolling thin gray on the top of my ceiling..followed it and my bed went up in flames..I grabbed a tumbler glass and a smallish stainless bowl...WOOSH..SCREAMING..To get help in what seemed a ghost town..they came before FD..ducking..rolling. .until one huge guy and another friend said IM SO SORRY..I cant it black..I couldnt find my own way..and my one new young pup was gone..my little latte at my side. .refused medical..then cheers when LAYLA came strutting around corner..I was thrown down a pair of rejaps as my master bedroom..gone..my guest..office had my secondary clothes..you know you have them! So with mismatched pajamas..flannel drawstrings..and my then burgundy hair up.and the radio station Business Radio 1220 San Fran..came down in flash..I was in my japs..put up in a country Inn..an went to work the next day with donated clothes..SINGING AND SMILING..GRATEFUL? PULLLEEESSE! and YOU KNOW THIS..people said That was your home? Youre working! One client has a meeting that afternoon about attitude..so if just for that. .But to digress into an experience I just dealt with by going through it as accustomed to trauma was too common..that they didnt know..later years. .the hugest salvation of miraculous protection from a brain trauma..notice I wear my hair on side? MY eye was removed face had no bones..and 8 HR cranial in Montefiore! !!! Little bit of titanium and a whole bunch of gone girl gone discs and nerve tissue neck..back and face..They are not missed..I feel. better to feel than to have not been saved in every aspect of this journey. ) A light outage can be extremely benign..can ravage NJ with storms..or can have someone share that the lights..tv..and all things I never played with..deserving so! I allowed stream of consciousness and Guidance of the next right thing...to reflect on some things that I neglect to be aware of in a non victim stance of course...but still cease the thoughts of no purpose.my life is now past its peak from disabled ..that word. ..ugh! Its only to the extent thay I were to create an excuse for not acting on a challenging goal..So inventory with internalizing..Living in NOW *not one worry* Celebrating my style of bringing all thoughts experiences together for a complete and humbling share..If some dont like...cannot follow..If now dont think Im not able to think properly ..Its on the one who imposes their judgment and cannot follow a multi layered..illustrious written experience..Not once has one been contrived..so posting is cathartic and increases the thickness of my too thin skinned past..Oh yes..past! Lights went on after batteries were going in and I screamed and hollered in retrospect for all the reasons that flowed out of my mind and experiences above! Not too Freudian to get that. To the loss from others pain as pain is pain and we all have a story..well mine just happens to be a series of books of a Life lived..then Renewal By Grace ..A Life Lived..all while living life! In remembrance of Sandy..since it was to obvious to not state the possible reminder ..obvious reminder of Spirit. ALL LIGHTS ON!!!!! SINGING..LIVING IT UP OH YEA...FRIDAY NIGHT LIGHTS! LIVING IT UP OH YES! FRIDAY NIGHT LIGHTS! Dare you to sing that song like this and not dance and appreciate youre in the light in all ways ! And So IT IS! grateful..faithfilled..hopeful. .Blessed and a miracle magnet oh and ..
Posted on: Fri, 31 Oct 2014 23:34:42 +0000
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