Well the last 4 days I have been looking for a jop I have not worked for yr now becouse of suff in my life going on. Its odd how you can work ur butt off to get on top and fill cunfuly and one day u wake up and ur hole life is taking from u . You dont where to go or what to do. Eveything u love more then anythingis not there .I was living my life the worng way going down the road that I wouldnt want anyone to go down . I know god as my saver but I still did more then u can belive . God kept knoking at my door but i just keplt refusing him finding ways to hid from following him. So he took eveything from me house, car, job and most of all the one the that mesns the most to me my babys it was gone in a spilt min . I still refused him even more . I gave up on my self famly, friends , and my babys I did eveything to numb that pian . But when eventhing was gone that came back . I asked god what is it that u want me to do I am nothing now . I was lost wanted to take my own life I felt I had no resin to be here. A friend ask me to go to his chruch with him and his wife and kids . It was the fulling expicen I have had I got found the best high ever . The pastor come up to me and told me god has great plans for me and it wad time to stoping runing and give it all to him . Seen that one night things are slowly coming back I have my frist job inveiw in a yr and a half . And one phone ineiw today from a other job . Life will falling back to gether thank u lord for saving me and leading me in ur foot steps and thank u Ben and chelae for taking me to ur chuarch thst night . Thank u to all my flamly and freinds for standing by me and not giving up on me mwah . Am soo happy that I have a inveaw next monday thank u lord
Posted on: Tue, 10 Sep 2013 03:37:00 +0000
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