Well today has really been a nightmare for many reasons. The situation is too stressful for me and I told Pat were going to have to work it out or I dont know what here. I am very nervous and having tension headaches. Last night, she was trying to drink a glass of Pepsi and dropped the glass which shattered all over the kitchen floor. It was after 10 PM and I was crying and very very upset and told her that I really wanted to live alone and get out of here....And on top of it all, the kitchen sink was totally plugged up and she had to call her guy in the complex to get it unclogged since I couldnt do it with a plunger. It turned out to be a bad clog within the pipes. So its all fixed. She couldnt do dishes at all because of her hands not working well; so I had to wash all of them in the bathroom sink. I am working on ways to leave here. I was planning on staying until after Thanksgiving but I dont know if I can cope with this situation that long. Right now, I am still having a lot of nervous tension and the headache is still there along with a very rapid heartbeat-all stress related. I went down to the health department office today to get my referral letter for yet another doctor at Bayfront to establish health care due to female issues Ive always had. And then I still need to find out where my vials of insulin are as I have not received it yet-hard telling what happened. Also am working on different ideas to earn from ebay like I used to and have also re-applied to WW. That would be a nice part-time job and I could get my own place with Smokey sooner. I need a lot of relaxation and not all of this nervousness and stress-not a good thing! Lets hope that Pat and I could at least have an amicable relationship until I leave here. She knows I am not going to stay and why-its no secret. The stress shows all over my face and my body feels it!
Posted on: Mon, 08 Sep 2014 23:17:22 +0000
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