Whats on my mind? Well now Facebook, thats a loaded question. Today I felt a longing, I missed someone Ive never met, but Im sure he exist. It wasnt loneliness, the best way I can describe it is it was a longing. I could hear his laugh, feel his touch, I could hear his breath, feel his kiss on my forehead. One of the people who comes to me for coaching on life asked did I not ever get lonely. I dont think so, I am usually quiet content in my solitude, but for a fleeting moment I felt a new reality was near, and I ached for it. As soon as it came, it passed and I was back to my happy place. I am single by choice, of that I am well aware. My desire is not for someone to complete me or fill an emptiness. I am full and complete, perfect just as I am. My desire is for my equal. Someone who will challenge me, encourage me, support me and accept me. I want someone who is compassionate, who cares about the planet and her inhabitants. And I want him to always make me laugh. I love to laugh, more than that I love to make someone laugh. My friends say Im ticky but I say Im just not willing to settle. I settled my entire life, looking for something outside of myself to complete me and make me happy. But now I find Im complete and happy just as I am. My life is unfolding beautifully, at times I seem to be creating all my dreams, then at other times I find I am learning new lessons from things that are out of my control. I know when I am ready he will appear, but until then I am content and grateful, right hear and now. Thats all we ever have, the past is gone and tomorrow may never come. Lifes too precious and short to not live it NOW. Peace
Posted on: Mon, 17 Nov 2014 21:18:06 +0000
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