When a person is in a bad abusive relationship it brings instability, crazy emotions and thinking, it brings wrong judgment and thinking, it opens your spirit up to pride and rejection, it makes you confuse, unstable, you have mix emotion, you are back and forth with your emotions, chaos, and drama. It changes your character and personality, you are tormented in the relationship, you are without peace and joy, you no longer have rational thinking or have sound judgement, you believe a lie rather than the truth, you become like the abuser, you are up and down all around in your thoughts, behavior, and speech, you make up excuses for the abuser and covers for that person, you let the abuser control you, you are blind to the truth and you feed into lies, manipulation, and deception, you tell yourself and others that its your fault you make the abuser look good and clean up his messy ways, and you justify why he do the things that he does and you justify his behavior, you become angry, hostile, and violent with rage, you see what you want to see and dismiss what you want to dismiss even if its truth staring you in the face about the way the abuser mistreat you, the unfaithfulness, disloyalty, no devotion, no commitment, the bad and wrong behavior, conduct, action, attitude, and speech of the abuser, you lose your self, your self worth, your self esteem, your value of who you are as a person and individual, you have split personality, you this way one minute then you turn that way the next second, like dr. Jackal and mr. Hide. You are smiling and happy one minute and the you are sad, mad, mean, angry, and unhappy the next minute, you become mentally, emotionally, and physically unsound and unhealthy, you need to let the relationship go because it is slowing draining you, exhausting you, and killing you as a person! Love yourself as a person and walk away from death and move into life.
Posted on: Wed, 03 Sep 2014 07:29:55 +0000
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