When you have hard things happen in your life such as pain, grief, loss, mourning, etc. you try to put on a good face. In reality, youre not fooling anyone that cares or anyone that is really noticing. But nevertheless, you stop trusting people, you put up a wall and become on high alert. You dont let anyone fully in, in a sense although you hurt you become numb, cynical, not willing to release throw up your hands up and say, ok I trust the process of life. Maybe once you did, I did, then you put your wall back up. But somewhere along the way you start to slowly, or in my case very very slowly, let people and life back in. The scariest thing in the world, the one that requires THE most courage and trust is leave that wall down. Then theres a moment where it all washes over you and you know that you MUST RISE UP, trust the universe, let go of the hurt, the self-doubt, the pain, the baggage and let history just be that...history. The people that are there for you unconditionally...those folks that love you with their whole heart and stand with you through thick and thin, those are people you want in your life. The others, no matter what the cost, are not worth your energy, time and love. How does that little saying go? You must make a choice to take chance or your life will never change. I appreciate and thank each and every one of you along the way, and those who are here now, for your kindness, your words, your actions, your caring and your love. Although many of musical type of friends may not agree with me, this song is in my top 10 of all time favorite songs. Its always been on my constant playlist of life. Its time to rise, smile and stand. Have a great weekend, everyone. Much love. #grateful #blessed #faith. youtube/watch?v=F3hmgkPYUuk
Posted on: Sat, 22 Nov 2014 18:41:15 +0000
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