Worked this morning, got a call at work from my Doctor, traveled for about 4 and half hours BACK to Spokane Valley Medical to finalize the big Medical trip to Chicago Illanois come to find out that I will be apparently meeting up with 3 of the finest heart specialists here in the United States all meeting me in Chicago with the head doctor there. Procedurals and diagnostics and possible mini operations have been determined and layed out to me. They quoted to me be ready, its gonna hurt for a while, its a painful and risky process, but this will ultamately dictate if there is a cure to regain your heart muscles. You can back out, but if you decide to proceed with this extensive research, I need you so sign a document. ...greeeeeeat. Not gonna lie, I am scared shitless right now cuz if this fails just like every other visits ive had, thats it. No more researches will be done and ill be riding it out for the rest of my life. Ive tried to hang on to hope for a long time, if this doesnt pan out either, I dont know if I can emotionally handle this... Having a minor panic attack right now...Gonna grab some dinner somewhere and calm down before i head back home and get ready for work in the morning.. ... Outback steakhouse it is
Posted on: Mon, 27 Jan 2014 02:49:18 +0000
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