Writing is one of the scariest things for me to do. I have an extremely difficult time expressing myself, and whenever something I write gets published, Im flushed with anxiety, nervousness, and straight up fear. What if what I say sucks?, What if I messed up somewhere?, What if? Despite my massive fear for transcribing my thoughts, passion, and emotion, I do it anyway. Every week is a challenge that I cant even begin to describe, because I care. Every word I say, I want to mean something, and because of you guys, my willingness to go through with my words surpasses my fear of expressing myself. My love for Magic goes so far beyond things like decklists, winning and losing, or dat hot new tech. I want every single bit of Magic to succeed, even if I dont. From content at all levels (not just competitive), to artwork, to casual success, to design, to cubes, to meetups in college campuses and publicly owned private spaces, to the Pro Tour, to Pack Wars. This year has been the most memorable year Ive ever had, and its all because of you guys. Surrounding myself with people that care about things beyond their own success has given me a much better understanding of how to give back to the players in anyway I can, and to me, helping the game flourish is more important than any tournament win I may be fortunate enough to get. I guess this is a long, convoluted way of me saying thank you to everyone that has supported what I wanted out of the game, and I hope that I can return that favor as the journey continues.
Posted on: Mon, 18 Aug 2014 19:17:55 +0000
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