Ya know? I am really thankful for everything I have. I have been so fortunate even through the midst of storms. Im working very hard to conquer the things that are holding me back and also working on building on my strengths. I am thankful for life and the suffering in it because it is the hard times that work to unmask your true self. Today is Friday and Ive made it through my first week of classes of my second semester of grad school. I may be broke to the point of tears, wanting anxiously to be a million pounds thinner, and scared about what the future may hold, but I know for a fact that no matter what I will have my shining moment. Im becoming more engaged in my work and although Ive been silenced for a time by the nasty enemy, laryngitis (escalated from getting caught in the rain first day of school) once my voice returns to me, Im going to blow everyone out of the water....I know this to be true. I feel it in my bones. In the interest of being honest, I lost the level of intensity and motivation it takes to propel forward when I moved back from Texas. I was trapped in a stagnancy that I could not seem to break and then circumstance knocked me down and kept kicking me. I was on the verge of giving up completely. BUT it is not in my nature to lose. I will not be defeated by a bad attitude. Positivity....gratitude, these are the things that sustain me. My teachers, my coaches, my mentors...they are precious gifts to me. I do not know what I would do without their support. I am going to be doing the Met Council Auditions in less than a year. It is important to set dates for your goals and by that time, you better believe that Im going to rock it. I finally feel that spark again, that pit of the stomach knowledge that has steered me on my path. Thank God for that.
Posted on: Fri, 16 Jan 2015 19:23:54 +0000
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