You must let God lead the way...Today we were not given the news we had hoped for. We went in at 11:00am and had another ultrasound. When we were taken back to the room and the lady was very straight forward and asked what did we think we knew. I said well the young lady last week said the machine was broke and she swiftly said the machine is not broke and I assure you it is fine. I said the technician also told us there were two sacks she didnt say anything about 2 babies but that there were 2 sacks. She said I want you two to know there are not 2 babies and this was never twins. She said so I am just going to take another look and give you the confirmation either way of what you need. We did the ultrasound and she tested and there was again no heartbeat. She told me to get dressed and then she began explaining to us that we were very blessed because God had showed us a sign the two sacks were a genetic mutation which means something was terribly wrong and it would never be a baby. Although at first glance you may think her shortness was rude I actually found it to be just the answers that Darien and I needed. Today we learned that 1 in 5 pregnancies ends in a miscarriage and that is a very frequent number. We also learned that it is very rare that they can see the enlarged sack showing a genetic mutation so we took that as a major blessing. We have prayed that God would lead us in the right direction and he showed up on time today. Although it is not the miracle we had hoped for it is the confirmation that we needed that God spared us the agony of having a baby with major issues. I have felt so blessed by all the prayers this past week it has definately been rough and the not knowing has been agonizing. I also have been touched by so many loved ones and friends that spoke up that they had been through this situation before and some of them several times. I am glad that by me sharing those ladies were able to talk about there experiences with me and gave me peace that it is not my fault and I am not the only one. I commend any woman that has been through a miscarriage it is heartbreaking. I have seen a lot of loss in my life but through it all I know that God has never brought me to and through anything I cant handle. Darien and I really appreciate all the prayers and support you have all been so kind and amazing...xoxo
Posted on: Mon, 05 Jan 2015 21:07:42 +0000
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