You think your ALL recovered & then bam your going through a similar tragedy. Your body does not forget what it went through. The shakes, nausea, headache, dizziness, weakness & literal heartache. Amongst that are the flashbacks & startles. I am sure I took this worse than the average because I watched my Bro die in a similar way. The GOOD news is I am using all the tools I learned. A week later I am sitting here pounding a 33.8 ounce of coconut water and eating a good meal after a hard days work at a job I love. I can still pay for a roof over our head and food. My Daughter is healthy. Big smiles, all lit up showing me her new cheer & dance moves. I dont expect everyone to understand, but she does. She says This has been sad Mama & youre strong.... I mean I got my own problems. haha. We have learned a lot by letting & challenging each other through our own real experiences. Inspiring, teaching, motivating & pushing each others buttons by just being alive and ourselves. Shes so SMART in her mind & heart from her own experiences. I am so thankful for all I have, but especially for Ava everyday. Seriously this little girl deeply effects me on every level & changes my life. I feel like I need to get down on one knee & propose to half of Willits for helping me raise her while working full-time & helping others. My plate is full & my cup runneth over. It truly takes a village. You know who you are. BIG THANK YOUs & LOVE to you all!!!!
Posted on: Wed, 13 Aug 2014 03:38:07 +0000
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