a wound time wont heal... - Susanne Edwards its a tired sleep cant fix, an exhaustion rest cant repair, its a hurt pain doesnt cause, and a wound time wont heal, its a feeling you cant explain, a cloud that always houvers, its a voice inside your head, always telling you to give, its a darkness love cant touch, a sadness you always feel, its a hurt pain doesnt touch, a wound time wont heal, its a feeling you cant rid, a cloud that always rains, a love you want to feel, a numbness in the way, its what you fear the most, a voice inside your head, a coldness you want gone, so you can finally feel, its an evil deep inside, a darkness with no light, its a devil with wings, finally taking flight, its a hurt pain doesnt compare, a wound time just wont heal, its a feeling all feel, its a disease taking course, this ends in one of two ways, only one you will want in the end you either win fighting, or you die trying, its a hurt pain doesnt cause a wound time wont heal We all have our days, some good some bad. For me its usually bad. Here lately everything i say has been wrong, it always ends with someone mad at me, usually the person I care most for. Depression is a darkness where you feel nothing. It sucks. As much as I want to feel love for anyone its hard just to gather up enough for myself. Lately Ive been doing nothing but either fighting with someone almost everyday and going to bed feeling like crap like I will be tonight or simply just not talking to each other because I said something wrong and upset someone. We all have our days, we all break and I will admit that tonight I broke. I was crying so hard I almost crashed my car by driving off the road heading out of Dundee after dropping a friend off at home. I didnt know what to do but listening to the radio tonight before and after I dropped my friend off at home I felt God speaking to me through song and as much as I wanted to ignore it and go back to something I desperately need to work on not doing, this song came on as I was parked at home and I dropped this object that had satan written all over it in my lap and started to cry even harder. Youre not forgotten Youre not alone You think youre worthless, but youre worth it And He calls you His own Made in His image You were made for more You think there is no plan, that its all by chance But dont believe that anymore I dont mean to say the wrong things, and I dont mean to hurt the ones I care about. Even if I cant feel it right now, or I cant show it the way I should, I do love you with all my heart; some people just have a harder time showing it. https://youtube/watch?v=sb9Y_3O2tlQ
Posted on: Sat, 11 Oct 2014 05:13:22 +0000
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